Currently Playing Gravity By Our Lady Peace see related

Jeeze today is Thursday and Im bored to death and waiting for these weekdays to finish, as always Im being suffocated my a mountain of work..haha.  Anyways, I need to go home and just think about everything and everyone..and just sit quietly in my room and write...and just write...

                                                        I miss him.

                            And everyday grows longer and Im tired of this stupid crush..

                                                               Always,

                                                                    BeKaH (-_-)

Currently Playing Ex-Girlfriend No. 1 By No Doubt see related

i feel like im wating for high school to be over,it all seems like a waste of time here.i cant wait to leave this place,i feel like im going insane.this place is suffacted me no matter how hard i try to be happy.

ive been listening to them alot lately^

hello today is wednesday

im going to my youth group today.its going to be fun. im trying to put some pictures, but its super reaking hard.yeah today has been a normal day, nothing to special. i love my friends here,misti, dorene,mindy. i love them so much.anyways i got some awesome pictures of everyone that i wiil try to put here,so anyways i cant wait until the summer. love you lots my xanga jfkuiuntyeudquytyrtyviu3qyuiui4htui4yuitby3u4quy

                          see you space cowboy......

bekah

Currently Playing Pressure Point By Zutons see related

hello how was everyones easter. mine was cool. nothing to exicting. anyways i talk to him the other day, it was really awkward.i guess were falling out of whatever we had together.i dont mind, its just sad.i think im too wierd for him. i dont know but hes so normal and plain its boring. its to complicated, and i dont want to waste my time on things that dont matter.i guess i just let spring break get a hold of me.i just dont want it to be wierd around each other.

Currently Playing December Drive By The Evoka Project see related

yes, amelia i got a xanga

anyways,he called me yesterday. i didnt think he'll call.we taked about his dad,it was nice. yesterday was student chapel, and lisa talked about family. it was really cool, just the stuff that she said. i want my kids to have the things i never had, a real family.

Currently Playing What Are You Waiting for By FM Static see related

my first post. hows was all yours spring break . mine was cool. i was going to hang out with adrian and noel but they didnt call me. anyways, i meet this awesome guy over spring break but he lives in san antionio, but it was fun. i miss him .god what the hell is wrong with me.i talk to him yesterday but it was awkward. god im such a chick. i want to run my fingers through his hair.he was a really nice guy. i feel lonely. he wrote me this letter, it makes me fell special. here it is:

  "i climed up the door and open the stairs,said my pajamas and put on my prayers,then turned off the bed and crawled into the light,all because we kissed!

that morning i woke up and scrambled my shoes,picked up y eggs and toasted the news, i couldn't tell my left from right, all because we kissed!

that evening at last i flet normal again,picked uo my mom and called the phone,i spoke to the puppy and threw dad a bone,even at midnight the sun was still bright, all because we kissed!"

                                 -mike

i can still smell his colonge

adrian wanted me to have a xanga so here i am.adrian you are so emo but i like that

 i dont really want to write what im feeling  but i think i wrote enough so i guess ill let you go